Rasmus - Myself lyrics

I have always been different I like to be, But every time they got something to say to me. One day I had to be, I made a different me But got trouble next day I went school, you see. Two big fellows which don't much about like in me Put me in to the games where I don't want to be. In other words no one don't like me there. Sometimes I really care, I can't be myself. Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one, I took a gun, party's just begun. Inside of me there still lives a part of me, It put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be I get along well with this feeling in my mind, If I should say something, I would say nothing 'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had But still I can't ..I can't be myself. I'm gonna the way I want to be, Nobody want to talk with me, no. Do I have to be or let my feelings free? Take a look at me, the way I want to be. I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. My life turned from that good to that very bad, There were only me, my pipe and those d** I had One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, I think I cannot be, I can't be myself!