Rasmus - Yself lyrics

I have allways been different I like to be, but every time they got something to say to me. One day I had to be, I made a different me, but got trouble next day I went to school, you see. Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me put me in to the games where I don't wanna be. In other words no one don't like me there. Sometimes I really care. I can't be myself. Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one. I took a gun, party's just begun. Inside of me there still lives a part of me, it put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be. I get along well with this feeling in my mind. If I should say something, I would say nothing 'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had but still I can't, I can't be myself. I'm gonna the way I wanna be, nobody wanna talk with me, no. Do I have to be, or let my feelings free? Take a look at me, the way I wanna be. I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. My life turned from that good to that very bad. There were only me, my pipe 'n' those d** I had. One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, I think I cannot be, I can't be myself.