Rascal - For The Worst lyrics

[Verse 1] Grinding with time in my city Buy happiness with my money Drugs , hennessy , whiskey Pay everything with my blackcard .. Put everything in my bagpack Just for the pain man i work hard No limits i did parties all night long with myself and i swear that i dried them all Felt the change for the first time Forgot the pain for the first time Finally so i could smile Filled my pressure for a long time Forgot my name for the first time Hangovers .. Headache My step was so much jerky My thoughts inside become so thin Smashed a window coz i was angry Lost a lot of blood but i was happy I ran hard all around the city It was all and nothing for me Even the firemen was a joke to me I lost my mind , my belly hurted me I remember when i felt the vomit Back at it again with another one each week .. each night i was the result of a disaster 22 years of pain accumulated not even a lovely thing to save this sinister Not even a good example for my little brothers how can i be the f**ing elder ? Not even a good son what about the sacrifices did by my parents how can i forget my mother ? [ Chorus ] I must dream about the different ways to work on my rise But i more focuse on my pain by trying write off history without any cla** I already smoke a thousand times and died in my dreams But i'm looking for it now coz' i want it by any means Let it go for the worst.. Let it go .. Let it go for the worst .. [ Verse 2 ] Make the impossible to evacuate Pray God .. See a specialist to elevate But this sh** doesn't work And my mind clearly blacked out I tried to fill my tears with some girls and we hang out Restaurants.. Movies..Affections .. sh** was hella weak coz' these b**hes ignored me out I was truly broke inside and i began to smoke just because i was tired to figure out I was enable to fill my pain with hangovers so i completed this sh** by rolling out f** that .. f** everything I'm tryna stay strong but the struggle is real Sometimes i feel good and i know i'll make it Sometimes pain is fierce and i just can't handle it f**.. My weakness is big I smoked until i sank in my own steam .. my own feels I drown until i find a new way to live without fear All i want was an healthy life All i do now is bury my heart Coz' i want to make it well Prolly deserve well Drunk for the first half .. Smoke the last as well But who cares about my scares ? What about my fall ? What about my path ? What about my love ? Drink..Smoke..Chill..f**..Sing..Rap Mess' with everything to show that i ain't strong at all [ Chorus ] [ Skit ]