Rap Monster - Suicide lyrics

English Translation I've walked this long way from home to find my real utopia But, now I got no place to go and now I feel agoraphobia Can't describe how lonely I am, I know this isn't a game But I'm beating the fan, I'm beating the fan I do this sh** again and again Boy, what the hell are you afraid of? You are your life's creator, something you definitely ain't gonna get paid off Just don't be a b**h, be a real player There's nothing, I'm sick of this Need somebody to stand by my side, for a moment no forever Never would've looked for a safe to hide I wait for you, I stay for you. Everything I made for you Just for you, what's made for you. Don't need to make it yet, but just for you They always say, only you be way better but I don't believe their sh**ter Honestly I'm falling up the ladder, maybe this song will be my last letter All the history and times all we have Just tell I'm sorry and now give me your rest (I'll take it to you) If my pa**ion is what you need (I'll give it for ya) If conclusion is what you mean, now set me free so that I'll forget (x2)