Ramming Speed - Break in the Chain lyrics

Looking for answers in all the wrong places Won't find a better me at the bottom of a bottle Constantly stressed, there's a heavy weight on my chest Filled with sorrow, don't seem to care if I live tomorrow With each sip I'm closer to the edge Gla**y eyed, can barely stand Just one more drink and I'll call it quits The party's been over but still I'm wanting more Always chasing that buzz Trying to access my feelings, I'm mentally numb Crack open another beer, that familiar sound of self-sabotage With each sip I'm closer to the edge Gla**y eyed, can barely stand Just one more drink and I'll call it quits Can't face myself, can't face my fears Goddamn it, I'm drunk again How did I get here? Something has got to change I feel I've lost control I'm weak and feeble, but can I be strong? Can I redefine myself? How long has it been? I've become estranged from sobriety Tired of the self delusion Tired of the dependency Can I break this cycle? I want to be a break in the chain I'll face myself I'll face my fears