Ramirez - Lost in d**h lyrics

[Verse 1] Tryna find my way home drunk as f** And I was lost in the shadows not givin' a mothaf** Look into my eyes, tell me what you see A mind full of hate, and a body full of grief Fell to my knees, as I conquered the d**h I cheated it twice but d**h never rest I take every breath like it was my last one there Know you got a n***a trippin' grippin' on his gun now I'm steady on the run tryna figure out myself Living in a place where happiness is in your wealth But I ain't trippin' cause I'm living through my old ways Hoping that my little brother will live it the right way And some say that someday we all die And that's true but my legacy's immortalized Don't be surprised because there's a god in me Demigods, b**h, yes you know you can't f** with me [Chorus] Stuck in my dark ways, can't find light So I'm fighting with the devil to retain my sight Sitting in a dark room thinking to myself Am I living in a heaven, or is this another hell [Verse 2] Writin' to my n***as that's up inside of a cell Lettin' my n***a know his kids doin' well Must fill my n***as in when time up in jail 'Cause society like to see every n***a fail, huh I'm a product of the game that I grew up on Uncle was whippin' that crack, and that sh** was moving strong Making about 3K in a day, he was feelin' like a baller until they took his life away, yeah Ain't that legit, praying life can go quick One day you swallowin', next you in a ditch Claiming that this summer everyone goes under [?] [Bridge/Outro] I'm just a young savage roaming through the grey pits Don't give a f** 'cause we lost up in d**h b**h I lose my mind repeatin' it to myself, am I livin' in a heaven Or is this another hell