Ralo - My Diary lyrics

(I go by the name of Ralo Famerican gangsta. You listenin' to my diary) Diary of the streets, n***a! (let's do it) [Verse 1] Remember nobody would'nt hire me Now look, nobody can f** with me I put myself in a magazine Now my ex tryin' to get back with me I just be ballin', I'm outta control They tried to get me but I wouldn't fold Look how much dope that I sold Remember me sleepin' outdoors Tell me you know Tell me you never gon' try to betray me Tell me you never gon' play with me I need to know Tell me that you gonna stay with me And you gon' go out of your way for me Don't tell me no I don't have a 'Rarri, I don't have a Bentley But I got more money than n***as that's in it I got the deed to the house they rentin' f** who we lost, my n***a we winnin' [Hook] They tried to tell me that I wasn't special They tried to leave me for somebody better They grab through the [?] but I put it together They told me forever, they told me forever They lied to me, cheated, and I [?] I get through this sh** and I'm gonna be better I wanna be better, I'm gonna be better They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em [Verse 2] They told me that I wasn't goin' to be sh** They showed me that they can't see me with sh** Bet you forget 'bout the sh** that I did I am the reason you n***as exist I took care of their kids I took care of their mommas , I did it with honors Them n***a just horrible How could a n***a say Ro say f** 'em I did more for you than I did for my mother I gave them my house, and they gave it away I gave them my heart, and they gave it away I see the hatred in me being afraid I asked Allah to just keep me away Keep me away from them n***as They mean me no good, I got that understood I done gave back to the hood How can they not [?] They tap my phone so they followin' me home I done gave every dog with me a bone I did all that good and they still call me wrong They won't me out for not put n***as on I put you in matches, how could you abandon me? I thought we were family, that's how you handle me? (My whole family) That's how you handle me? (My whole family) That's how you handle me? [Hook] They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em (No) (The longer you stop doin' for 'em, they forget every thang you did for 'em. Did that. Read my ma'f**in' diary, and my life)