Raj Parker - Forty One lyrics

No, no oh no. Don't want no problems. I swear you dont want this problem This kid right here is evil, don't let him in, he's way too prideful Yes, y'all his ego trippin. Of course that filters missing. He kissing the face of d**h, dabbling in his own sins and...uhhh... I wish I wasn't him. I'm just being honest. If I could separate me I'd take a gun and shoot my shadow I dont like the way he staggers. Or, correction, makes me stagger. If this gluttony is sinful this imbecile getting fatter I. HATE. YOU Really, you can go to hell. I'm good all by myself, I dont want an OUNCE of what you selling Dreams of being a success at Christianity, you damage these, I love my Squad, my church and family. But you demoniac They demonize me. Cause you encourage me into believing that my eye-denity is a hot commodity I think I'm something special cause I got this watch on me, I'll k** em with that rose gold franco chain and Radiis on my feet! I'm no celebrity, ain't got an entourage, B. But somehow I stunt around like I do. Do I have someone watching me? Well, yeah probably. But God ain't got it out for me. He loves me past my idiocracy. Because he knows I'm just a... Hook Hell-raising, bible thumping hypocrite, sick of being caught up in this house of fallacy Yeah, He knows I'm just an Evil eyed, demonized, shell of a person, I'm a sinner at my best, yes you and me. That is we, but we been In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights...give or take a day or three In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights. Praying God would rescue P I been shut down after talking Ripped a new one, where's my jockeys? Stripped naked, bare for the world to see for my pride it's so Humiliating, not humbling. I really want to keep from stumbling, but everything in my life is just tumbling down to the ground I keep fumbling The pa** from the Quarterback, mediocre corner I got intercepted by richer men who're sure of their futures and Meanwhile I'm undecided, still I stagger in the darkness, cause of my refusal to see light, and he still a rapper? Nah. put down the mic. Until you get this walk out right. How you plan to reach these people through the trees? They still too high! Please stop swinging from the limbs. I know you got more sense than him! If you ain't got nothing nice to say then...ah, c'mon you know, man! Maybe I should say it anyway. People never listen to what I say so they give me a free pa** to be whatever I wanna be! And that's reckless, careless with my tongue that spits flames from Gehenna better watch where you standing cause I'm a... Hook Hell-raising, bible thumping hypocrite, sick of being caught up in this house of fallacy Yeah, He knows I'm just an Evil eyed, demonized, shell of a person, I'm a sinner at my best, yes you and me. That is we, but we been In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights...give or take a day or three In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights. Praying God would rescue P I'm like a God...zilla underwater dodgin' missiles from the law Only surfacing to grab some fishes from the corner store Don't NOBODY like me, they say that Raj is too raw No hoppin on every track, they would rather just KNOCK...my madness just MARcus had to And I ain't never gon' stop! No I ain't never gon stop! Unless intervention from Yah---weh's possible, this thought process is logical, matter fact, it's scriptural I have no choice outside of this my dude So I get down in my living room, lock the apartment door. Make sure my roommates ain't here and put my phone on airplane mode Bending down on bended knee. Putting on something heavenly. Maybe Kim Walker, Jesus Culture or even Newsboys Lord my God I need you PLEASE!!! Have you really forsaken me? I have caused too much destruction and your face I cannot see I wish to repent, I'm so sorry. I just can't hack this life I lead. I fail too much for my own liking, and I ain't even got no restarts, geez! It's getting hard for me to breathe. The bottom of the Hudson ain't for me. The bottom of the Hillsborough ain't either, neither is Lake Kissimmee!!!! If I'm Eustace, undragon me. Like Aslan, you know what's best for me. Though I could front like I got it all, I'd be doing myself a travesty Public enemy number ONE, yet still fantastic like Richard, I'd rather REED me some verses that I found in that scripture Related to my plight I ask for Christ to come thru and deliver. Cause this ugly face, my MOTHER don't even love. I need a God who wants a Hook Hell-raising, bible thumping hypocrite, sick of being caught up in this house of fallacy Yeah, He knows I'm just an Evil eyed, demonized, shell of a person, I'm a sinner at my best, yes you and me. That is we, but we been In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights...give or take a day or three In these uncharted waters for forty days and forty nights. Praying God would rescue P