Rain - Squirm lyrics

I cannot tell you how I feel I cannot make you know What makes me real You'd wanna steal it I cannot show you how I cry I cannot let you look Into my eyes I'll tell you why It all comes down to me And all you'll ever be Is one small drop of feeling In a sentimental sea The rains that brought you in Were dried up by the winds And now it seems that sunny days Are never gonna end Now I'm older, I'm a man I cannot speak to you But when I can You'll understand it Still on my mind, still in my way You know I think about You every day Can't run away From someone I still love Your face reminds me of Our nights alone, the me you owned Before push came to shove And then I start to sigh And wish that I could die And twist and turn and crash and burn Until I'm really high