[Hook]: 1. This sh** so heavy . Ain't seen my momma in days I'm outchea just catching my plays 2. Just thoughts of me throwing myself in my work thinking this gotta work be affecting my ways 3. And now the sh** heavy. Trine not to sleep on my dreams. Forgetting what memories mean 4. How lessons get learned when the dollars get earned. And the problems return with out all of your schemes 5. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 6. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 7. But sh** been so heavy. I'm just Tryna be the man momma wanna see 8. But now I can see for myself man I just might need help I remember her warning me 5. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 6. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 7. But sh** been so heavy. I'm just Tryna be the man momma wanna see 8. But now I can see for myself man I just might need help I remember her warning me Verse [Rae]: 1. Feeling so alone the word alive is oh so deprived in my state of mind 2. Back at it with a vengeance couldn't help but think about what's on my plate this time 3. Time gone heal and the time gone k**. I could've left this right? But I stayed around 4. Got some folk from round me. it's RaeBandz again. Only difference is I'm off papers now 5. But f** the law get the paper now. A college n***a gottem saying how 6. I was broke before I started breaking down. Now I'm broken I can only thank me now 7. Cause a real man own up to it. If you realler you just won't do it 8. All da time is for da execution. Don't insert excuses if you going through it 9. I had move my lil weight for da money. I had moved my own way I ain't fronting 10. They just choose to rap bout what he fronting. They just don't know the cost paying nothing 11. But it cost to pay to be da sh**. Took a lost today can't pay da rent 12. Get it all today and gettit sent. Till I'm pulling off in ranges wit da tent 13. I had lost respect for a lotta n***as. A lotta people ain't grow with me 14. Used to count on em but now dey see me thinking they could really count mo with me. H 15. And by this time in the verse you would hear something real then a real rap 16. You might not rock widdit cool. At least a youngin know dey can't steal that. Real. Rap [Hook] Verse [Eddie Vanz]: