Quiet Company - The Confessor (You Could Exist Without It) lyrics

The river's wide, that I could not swim across it, so I convinced myself I'd walked upon the waves, but I don't want to waste my life I wanted to feel as saved as they do, but the more I live, the harder to believe that their god above knows the first thing about love or goes along with every rule they make up. I don't want to waste my life, thinking about the afterlife