Pyrexia - Downsized lyrics

Unchain my neglect Compel myself to submission Sentence me to d**h Break down all my self-esteem Crippled mentally My thoughts run black again Involuntary slaughter Of all I used to cherish Social segregations Have brought me near remission Falsify illusions of a misguided generation Abandonment of your world Sentiments of your family... Turn their backs in embarra**ment Why should society dictate Communities crumble in apathy Sometimes I just want to k** myself Close myself inside my rage Take it out on someone else Therapies for all my pain Philosophies taught by the enemies Deep inside is where it hides Feel it take your every breath Learn from me I'm already dead Split myself in two Try to please each side somehow Personalities, conflicting crusing me to run Futile, I stand alone in tension The torment of worthlessness compulsively haunts my soul Manic, each day I deeper blemish Each day I fall deeper in dispa**ionate acceptance I am void, I am bound Comatose in thought, bound and gagged Now I am your pawn - feel free to make me suffer Now I want resist I will return into the black again Crippled mentally I admit to this hell that I live Disparity's stoic entrapment Has made me yearn for the end Pacify objections of a man who was created to bleed Bleed Abandonment... Sentiments your family Turn their back in embarra**ment