Pyrexia - Ode to Brinn lyrics

Tyrant to the family Uncontrolled any drunken House of insecurities 3 long years of beckoning Living for adultery You're an embarra**ment Brinn You make me hate you I don't even know you but you took my life for granted Brinn You brought this on yourself Just like the women laid on your sacred bed Mother left mourning for eternity Not a single bit of truth within your life A line separates the family Die to bring peace to the purity of pain Never to scar another soul again I drift to sleep with a smile Feeling I'm the cause of your d**h I wished your demise for 9 years Abandoned as a child ageing 1 Never looking back Never made attempts to hold your son Drink away your life Smoke away your health Punished not enough Heart attack 48 Never seem to know when to stop Beating and crying A mother lays screaming in despair Agony It seems now that you're gone Nothing left provided Stranger dead to me I met you at your funeral No pity in my heart Ill never call you father You can't replace this hatred Its tearing me apart Betrayal Alone at the eulogy Spewing lies for the family Sympathy does not exist No tears only apathy Crying out in hysteria Stomach twisting its hard to breathe With all this laughing I cannot conceal Lament your pa**ing Cannot be pacified Pacified Forced birth thrust upon you Your mistake your demise Vindication Sacrifice Now I must suffer with your blood through my veins