Pusher - Clear lyrics

[Verse 1] Words fall out of my mouth, they drift to the ground and they don't make a sound I'll try to a**emble them back to the place in my head, but I fear that I lack The proper speak that I need, to narrate the scene, to tell you these things The proper place for my thoughts, I know that I'm not and you know that I'm not [Chorus] So clear and transparent Well I'll try but I can't promise it So dark but delicate Well I'm rough around the edges and You can try to smooth me down But I'm not, no, I'm not it And you can try to smooth me down But I'm not ready to forget You can try to smooth me down But I'm not, no, I'm not it And you can try to smooth me down But I'm not ready to forget You can try to smooth me down You can try to smooth me down But I'm not ready to forget [Verse 2] Take back all that I've said, I've said it before and I'll say it again It's not like me to pretend, but the best part of me is the worst I can give But you make me so terrified, I tried to reply but I'm shaking inside You gave me a tongue just to tie, I'll swallow my pride if you swear not to lie [Bridge] Hard to read and hard to speak to But don't take my word Cause I'm honestly so bored of being Misunderstood, I'm not [Chorus] So clear and transparent Well I'll try but I can't promise it So dark but delicate Well I'm rough around the edges and You can try to smooth me down But I'm not, no, I'm not it And you can try to smooth me down But I'm not ready to forget