Pursuit Of Happiness - Ashamed Of Myself lyrics

There isn't a way that you can kiss me That I haven't already imagined There isn't a way that you can touch me That you haven't just by looking in my eyes But it stops right there and it goes no further All I have is the loneliness of desire I want to ask you out but I'm just too shy So I sit alone and think of what I'd do I don't want to be bad but I can't help it I don't want to be bad but I can't think straight I don't want to be bad -- you're not making it easy I want you so much I'm ashamed of myself I want you so much I'm ashamed of myself I don't mean to blame you because I'm so neurotic Am I allowed to talk of something so real An emotional bulemic, I want to purge myself I'm afraid to feel the way that I feel The way you're standing right now I'm filled with evil I can't tell you what's really in my heart I want to tell you that I love you, but I don't even know you I can't tell you I lust you so I keep it to myself