PunkBunny - Rainy weather, in a cold city lyrics

I just wanna go outside But every time I open my eyes The color drains from in my veins Why can't I control my brain? Flowers inside mothers vase I just wanna leave this place Cotton candy can't replace The things I feel just won't erase Why do I have to be okay? Can I just let the rain Wash it all away And let me start a brand new day Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel I just wanna go outside But every time I open my eyes The color drains from in my veins Why can't I control my brain?