Pulley - Mandarin lyrics

I can still remember you once loved me Forget i never were what can i say what can i do to make it go away thank you for the condescende to stop and say hello somebody is pouring me a drink drunk and all alone i am tearing myself into pieces even tough i never fall i am counting every hour making sure i'm still around i wish i could be more like you than i always see things through when i wake up smiling and everything's just alright i think i've lived five years these past two months stumble to my feet what kind of place is in this world not even knowing where i am and my body takes a rest here thanks you for the answers a stranger pours my drink again drunk and all alone i am tearing myself into pieces even tough i never fall i am counting every hour making sure i'm still around i wish i could be more like you than i always see things through when i wake up smiling and everything's just alright, to me it's alright, to me it's alright, to me that you have more to say that you have more to say and i've walked alone instructions follow me again put me in my place back against the wall well i'm so sorry i'm still boring you've got something that ignores me i'm tearing myself into pieces even tough i never fall i am counting every hour making sure i'm still around i wish i could be more like you than i always see things through when i wake up smiling when i wake up smiling (smile and dream) when i wake up smiling (smile and dream) when i wake up smiling (smile and dream) when i wake up smiling (smile and dream) smile and dream