I haven't really been myself lately I guess I haven't been for a while Taken to quiet reflection I guess you've noticed that ain't my style I haven't read a thing in the papers I look blankly at the news on the page Haven't made a judgement on comments That can have me going off on a rage Whole key days can lose their focus So I begin at the start of the map Distance to ending is getting longer I'm widening the gap Between lifestyle and inertia Personal gold, is it worth it? Between abandonment and composure What's after the goal of closure? I haven't had the right stimulation I can't recall the last time I did I haven't been inclined to be seen on the town Actively I've stayed home and hid I haven't posted pictures I've taken Haven't quoted from the books that I'm on Didn't decide to make a conscious shift Do you think something can be wrong? Whole key days can lose their focus So I begin at the start of the map Distance to ending is getting longer I'm widening the gap Between lifestyle and inertia Personal gold, is it worth it? Between abandonment and composure What's after the goal of closure? So softly I stand back If it's stretched too fast, it will only crack Firmly in a forward mode Playing chicken by the busy road I haven't kept my nights with the telly I'm letting all the episodes slip Missed a couple of sessions when I should have worked out I'm relaxed with this looser grip I haven't really stuck to my diet I've been snacking when I'm in the mood Letting my mind wander at the counter The a**istants presume that I'm rude Whole key days can lose their focus So I begin at the start of the map Distance to ending is getting longer I'm widening the gap Between lifestyle and inertia Personal gold, is it worth it? Between abandonment and composure What's after the goal of closure?