i've got this vampire s**ing blood from my brain these demons in my soul driving me insane hear my call for aid i've been betrayed by my mind and soul i've lost control give me my medication got problems, no secrets it's lowlife i'm living have nowhere to turn to no-one to talk to need someone near i trembling with fear need something to calm me heal me, help me give me my medication picture this, this unamusing amusement-park picture me climbing to the top of the highest attraction then gliding, sliding, coming down fast heading for the unavoidable catastrophe going for a vacation in the belly of the whale in the belly of the whale i need to escape this rollercoaster-asylum for former people and pets giant pets with fur of artificial materials and former people with surgically enlarged bodyparts personalities labelled with the transglobal company logo and plastic skin though i didn't mean to i accidentally puked one of them in the face he got mad it turned out to be the most fun i've had in years but good times never last seconds later i tripped and fell back into my hole and i've been there ever since i've been there ever since