Well I suppose that I got nothing but a monkey on my back I've lost the will of trying and it's never coming back I'm sick of seeing people breaking hearts for fun They laugh before it's time to die then cry benith the gun Well I don't know what's going down Maybe someday I can leave this town Can't k** the pain so I'll do it once again And the nights are so damn long Got seven things to live for but only one that keeps me warm It gives me such an attitude but shelter from the storm Well sober life and bullsh** is getting to my nerves I didn't see it coming I went straight right thru the curve And last night I had a dream I made love like a mean machine But there's something in the way The price I have to pay For waiting patiently only I can set me free There's something in the way Just give me one more reason to stay Long ride down misery lane No hard feelings just feel the pain Come along honey let's do it once again Going down Now I have to turn around I ain't going nowhere Ain't going nowhere and baby make damn sure that I don't care