Psych Jam - Falling Star lyrics

[Fades In] KiD CuDi sampeld hum -Verse 1- I was told one day That this pain would go away Never did; Just another day I stare at my wrists As I lay and hide away Snortin sh** like Scarface Lookin for a brighter place A better place with no hate Fade- Ive been getting aggrivated People making things complicated Every where I go Im f**ing hated Stupid sh** I can not put up with it Im sophisticated This drama sh** is way out dated Faded on a daily bases Cas' I see what ive created I just wanna see the lights On my grave I want it to say "Ive made it" But I can not tolerate it Im insane Like a crazy cat lady People say I havnt been the same latly Maybe cas' my mind ate me -Interlude- -verse 2- She's out of my league And my dreams are to fatigue I just wanna be me But my self; Is my worst enimie I swear to f**ing god I f**ing hate me You wouldn't know You ain't me It angers me To know that I may not succeed I can not sleep I reached my peak I need to see my shrink I could end it all in a blink So I close my eyes and sleep Lyrics stay deep Others say im unique But I have no self esteem Im failing EVERY fu*kING THING My brain loves to over think Smoking till' my eyes turn chink To hide my looks But people judge upon looks As if I was a f**ing book The words I say leave people shook I get it out No words are took -Chorus- Leave a message when you hit the tone Im in my zone Doing what I love Spitting in the microphone