Psalm - Ephemeral lyrics

[lyrics by T. Dossogne] Dust sows branches somehow pa**ing Through black water which embraces My weakened feet, my heart turns still Roots grip my arms slowly Losing my breath slowly I feel sorry for myself Satisfy me, never trust me again! Walls seem dry Yet insecure I'm digging a hole and I prepare my end You think you will save us? I don't deserve a place in your heaven Can't stand the smell of my own fear, no more I don't deserve this prison of treason Can't stand the smell of my own fear, no more Staring, threatening, vulgar pile of stones Weeping, mourning, colder, it chills my bones Facing each day, try to deny Playing this part Can't take it no more I feel sorry for myself Satisfy me, never trust me again! Now all lies subside And I realize How I lived my life And this can't be true! And I I just realized My world crumbles Facing each day, just too hard Try to deny, I can't force it! Playing this part, it's over now! Reason left me, I can't take it! All hope is gone I'm already dead