Prymary - Choices lyrics

Awakened from the light In more ways than one Wheels in wheels in motion Directing the course of my life The haze of disillusion The misery of fear The sense it's all so senseless The sum of my whole life Am I the product of another's wickedness? Am I the sum of all my crimes? Am I a statistic in god's plan? Am I the child with a secret? Here in that white room Strapped to the bed My efforts to end this life Was all for nothing in the end In a remorseful state of guilt My love came back to me Only to find his words Were sharp enough to k** There I was naked and standing revealed As I'm looking for my father's outreaching hand I felt all the love and I saw all the light But it wasn't my time and he cast me from sight Why was I made to suffer? What point could any of that serve? Where was the love and kindness When I needed it the most? They say you've got to have some blind faith It's all a part of the master plan But take that f*cked up idealism And shove it up your a** Am I the product of another's wickedness? Am I the sum of all my crimes? Am I a statistic of god's plan? Am I the child with a secret? It all leads here To this point in my life I'm under observation By the doctor's eye A path is still before me A fork before my eyes But which one should I choose Between the darkness and the light