Provision - Devotion lyrics

When I search my emotions. I see a devotion This faith in me so blind. Why do I waste my time? And still I return again. To face the things that I can't change You can't erase the stain, I will remain. Even through desperation Devotion. I will not find what I'm searching for What am I to believe? With this pain I receive. You ask of where I've Been. Like I've committed a sin. Have I lost all of your faith in me? I doubt it matters by now I only want Devotion!