ProNown - Trials and Tribulations lyrics

(Inhales Smoke) [Verse 1: ProNown] At first I wanted exposure, and now that I'm getting that, You wanna reunite with a lost friend you never had. No, I'm not a star quit acting like you know one, ‘Cause I remember last year when i was still a no one Friends I don't have want dollars I don't have Saying what happened? When I had no past But honestly, after having my name on some posters it's led to an ego, so my last relationship is over Being a rapper may seem like it's hype Until you're writing so much you're losing sleep every night You see I might haul a** past that whack crap, Grab a gat pester Zack boom clack clack. ‘Cause in this mood i don't feel like myself Horny girls go satan making my life feel like its hell I've lost all love, I've only got hatred So it seems i've lost hope of ever having a great relationship [Hook: ProNown] Everything building up really makes me Feel I'm so crazy It ain't me, it's the weight of the situation That's what happens when you face trials and tribulations Voices that call, noises that crawl In the place where your vision can't reach Reaching out like is someone gonna save him? From these trials and tribulations [Verse 2: ProNown] If I don't believe in God or the Devil then why Are the demons screaming at me to be ending my life? Every shadow extends past the bends of every corner And the coroner grows closer as the clock ticks in quarters Fifteen minutes, the length of one of my set times, I've slit my throat 3 times and popped like 20 pills. So when fifteen becomes twenty this seventeen year old is curled up in a ball on the floor cold. That didn't even rhyme but why should I sugar coat it I want someone to show me the ropes of how Not to hang from all of these ropes as I crawl and I choke With the weight of this situation but just wait this ain't a joke I'm tryna explain my inner struggles on beats, I've changed, the only d** i lit are puffin on weed And honestly I hope the people feel and understand me Cause i've gone way too far to make a plan b [Hook]