Promise Of Redemption - Live In Love lyrics

it's hard to believe in much of any thing these days when every thing falls all around you what can you say when all of the words that float so easily just won't come it's hard to believe that my whole body can feel this numb just try to remember been twirling my hair that same habit you know that i have when i close my eyes this whole situation just seems so bad but still got a memory and these pictures of you will never leave my side and lord knows i'm hurting but every one knows it hurts to say goodbye it's just the one thing i've been having the most trouble with is when i try my best you know i do to just describe the way that when you looked at me it's like it's heaven sent and those most beautiful eyes... and i've been waking at night beside this nervous tick cause i just don't know if it's possible to get through this and it's just me and all of your best friends they're by my side they're trying oh so hard to wipe these tears of off my eyes just try to remember just how it felt just how it felt i find it hard to believe that you were taken from me and all of your family it doesn't make sense how all these pictures and frames makes it hard to explain the way that it rains it's you crying so i'll hold on to believes that one day well be at peace and when you look down on me you know i'm trying just to show the whole work how amazing you are and when i see all those stars i know your shining