Preacher X - Freak of Nature lyrics

(Verse 1: Ressurrector) I was put on this earth to live and die just a freak But I don't need your mercy, save your pity for the weak A wife, some kids, a house, a home These things i'll never know, i'm truly left here on my own With no soul, mixed flesh, is all my master gave me A chance to live again and now your God won't even save me And you can make life with a single bolt of lightning, but you can't fix a face the whole world considers frightening Damn you father, I didn't ask to be made You can say you're a man of science, but a role of God, you just played I'm so betrayed, got no one to call my own If you don't make me a wife soon, you too, will be alone So i'll flee into the night, and I pray nobody sees me But I gotta keep runnin' forever, 'cause the world just wants to slay me And what's this? so many faces, holdin' torches around me They lock me down in chains, now the townsfolk have found me! When you're a freak People love to kick and shove you When you're a freak Even God doesn't love you When you're a freak Your heart stays full of pain When you're a freak It's always rainin' in your brain When you're a freak You're a monster in their eyes When you're a freak Your very life, you will despise When you're a freak People turn and walk away When you're a freak It doesn't matter what you say (Verse 2: SickTanicK) I'm forever alone, with this .45 made of chrome Put it to my head and co*k the hammer and just let it blow Yeah, I am an outcast, on the other side of the gla** You told me that i'd live forever, now I wish it'd pa** I can't even go in public with my face on I was nothin' but a lab rat, at best a straight disgrace And my genetics are like somethin' out The X-Files Even Frankenstein would cringe in horror if he saw this child I have no self-esteem, i'm livin' in a shattered drea I'm putting cuts into my skin, just to see if I can bleed I can't (no), because i'm living life eternal As i'm waiting in this living hell, my thoughts, they become infernal When you're a freak, you're living in a world forgotten Time pa**es slow and your brain it slowly turns rotten When you're a freak, you have to hide underground So it's back to the crypt I go, never to be found When you're a freak People love to kick and shove you When you're a freak Even God doesn't love you When you're a freak Your heart stays full of pain When you're a freak It's always rainin' in your brain When you're a freak You're a monster in their eyes When you're a freak Your very life, you will despise When you're a freak People turn and walk away When you're a freak It doesn't matter what you say (Verse 3: Scum) ??? to be I wish my mother would abort and put me out my misery But i'm alive and i'll survive although I rather would be dead No faith in God and that's just one of many things I never had A worthless freak, who sickens preachers, tryna stay afloat ??? your severed throat When you're a freak People love to kick and shove you When you're a freak Even God doesn't love you When you're a freak Your heart stays full of pain When you're a freak It's always rainin' in your brain When you're a freak You're a monster in their eyes When you're a freak Your very life, you will despise When you're a freak People turn and walk away When you're a freak It doesn't matter what you say (Verse 4: Preacher X)