Pr0Beats - Pinned lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, here we go again Looking through this mirror Like it's my only friend Scrolling through my phone Like that's the only way I'll mend Focussed on your image Thinking how I'm gone pretend That everything I felt Was just paper in the wind I'm living in the past But never thought about the future I'm living in the past And thinking wow I'm such a loser I'm living in the past and thinking How the heck I lose her?! I picked apart my brain I'm thinking wow I'm such a lame And I ain't never felt no pain Until you looked me in the eye And told me it was all in vain And ever since it ain't the same Cuz all i care about is fame And i ain't got no other aim Cuz i been sulking in my sorrow I ain't looking for tomorrow! I'm just looking for a pistol for a pistol i could borrow Homie I just need a nine So I can rip out one of mine So I can have a piece of mind The only thing that i can't find [Hook] You don't know how it feels You don't- You don't know how it feels To be pinned down! And I been stuck up on this stage In front of strangers Tryna figure out a way Up out this cage [Verse 2] Yeah, here we go again Glancing at this mirror Cuz I know it ain't my friend Scrolling through my thoughts Like that's the only way I'll mend Focussed on myself and how I'm coming to an end I'm focused on myself because right now I'm kinda pinned I'm focused on this message, thinking should I hit the send? My cousin pa**ed away And i ain't got nothing to say Cuz I been stuck inside my shock And thinking should I even pray? I been stuck under a rock And I don't even wanna talk Cuz I've been contemplating life And all y'all wanna do is gawk Man, I been caught inside this strife And really looking at my life And thinking how I'm gonna reap Or prosper from a broken scythe Man, if life is like a river Then I really hit a bend But I adjust to every stream And never worry about the wind [Hook] [Bridge]x2 Man, I'm getting back up I ain't sweating nothing Man I'm always looking up Y'all looking to the side Like aren't you ever shutting up? I just do my best at making sure I'm looking up [Hook]x2