Pork - Pretending lyrics

Shoulders of silk embrace me the day begins Emulating the sense of your presence Impossible as it may seem I calculate what could'uv been Hipnotized eyes as I picture your face with a smile I lay catatonic for hours Impossible as it may seem I sense we interact in this scene What people tell me I don't hear I'm sure they don't know how it feels And I do things as they come Pretending I'll soon be with you Impossible as it may seem I can't let you go just like this We both died exactly at the same time I do wish I was wiser Impossible as it may seem I know you will soon come for me My hand stretches out to reach The closure was snatched from me And I do things as they come Pretending I'll soon be with you Impossible as it may seem I can't let you go just like this And I would rather just hear You found someone better than me That you did not say goodbye Cause you couldnt find it in your heart Find a distraction, a friend, a discussion Mimic the clumsiness found in the bottle Grieve, grieve, grieve, no! And I do things as they come Pretending I'll soon be with you Impossible as it may seem I can't let you go just like this And I would rather just hear You found someone better than me Impossible as it may seem Denial is the only thing Keeping me here alive Take me, take me Why me? why me?