Porcupine Tree - Russia On Ice/The Pills I'm Taking lyrics

You think I deserve this You said I was stupid All my thoughts are like coal But Russia on ice is burning a hole Can't stop myself drinking Can't stop being me If I call will you come And will you save me? I see the whole thing come down I blow it to the ground Well, what the hell did you say? You said you hate me this way It's just a matter of time A drop in the ocean A significant motion Nothing melts in this cold But Russia on ice is burning a hole I see the whole thing come down I blow it to the ground Well, what the hell did you say? You said you hate me this way It's just a matter of time The dust in my soul makes me feel the weight in my legs My head in the clouds and I'm zoning out I'm watching TV but I find it hard to stay conscious I'm totally bored but I can't switch off Only apathy from the pills in me It's all in me, all in you Electricity from the pills in me It's all in me, all in you Only MTV, cod philosophy We're lost in the mall, shuffling through the stores like zombies Well what is the point? What can money buy? My hands on a gun and I find the range, God tempt me Well what did you say? Think I'm pa**ing out Only apathy from the pills in me It's all in me, all in you Electricity from the pills in me It's all in me, all in you Only MTV, cod philosophy