When winter suspends The summer charade It's hard to abide this And try to persuade Someday when I can speak clearly A storm will rise If you should pa** by The color of leaves on October trees It's beautiful when the leaves are dying again The changes keep me alive And soothe me All of the time New moon shatters the sky Open your eyes and tell me goodbye Mute face reflecting the rays Moonbeams are pulling you away Lucia I thought you were gone Too long coming to terms A little late to learn I share thoughts with paper and fire To save you Destroying my desire Blind eyes struggle to see I'm in a hole God, it takes a toll The dirt, roots.... I wish I could show you I don't know if I should let it go Real life beckons your love There's a meteor streaking in the heavens above A cold light filtering through you I can't say that I really knew you Last time An easy embrace I memorize your face It's a mute face, reflecting the rays Moonbeams are pulling you away