Polluted Inheritance - Final Fantasy lyrics

It's my way, inflicting myself pain I'm so in love with myself today In preparation, of my suffocation I hide myself from the light of day My fantasy becomes reality Make me fulfill my destiny My desire is making me a liar What I do is not for you to see In darkness, in secrecy I play a game that's only meant for me On my own, inside the danger zone Giving myself the rush where I for long Stronger than me, addicted to the thrill I thrust my head, and shake my hand And bring myself to the promised land Feeling high, in my tourniquet Penetrating my fist Feel the rush, loosing my control Here I cum, here I go... Masturbate Ejaculate Adrenaline Suffocate....