Poem - Weakness lyrics

Driving away thinking about the quarrels I can remember my tears, my pain, my past Can never get ahead the anger, and the arrogance The only to recall and still to go far away Is this like Falling to the river Nothing to confess to myself Nothing to remember Nothing to believe in my life Nothing but surrender Cause I am Getting off the river I want to stand up and I fall Chaos will remember Wanna be reborn and I die Chaos and surrender Years pa**ing by Slave of your destiny Never to confess Mistakes or imperfections For whom I pray? I can't obey But I pray for deliverance? I set it aside Oh! wicked man I feel Is this like Falling to the river Nothing to confess to myself Nothing to remember Nothing to believe in my life Nothing but surrender Cause I am Getting off the river I want to stand up and I fall Chaos will remember Wanna be reborn and I die Chaos and surrender