PNT WorldWyde - Say Goodbye lyrics

I can't, I won't say goodbye I'll see you again sometime You just went ahead of me and I ain't letting go of you Cuz you ain't really dead to me, so I can't, I won't say goodbye I'll see you again sometime You just went ahead of me, and you're up in a better place Swear to God you better be… At peace at least, I pray for you everyday Wherever you may be, hope that it's a better place Than the one you left behind, you ain't really missing much But I gotta say, I find myself selfishly missing ya Thinking on the times we blazed and all the times we laughed The bright times, since you died we lack It's nighttime in my life, all I've seen seems wack Vivid scene's seams snap, all I see seems black Why the f** this gotta hurt so bad; for so long? Why'd we have to say so long? This is so wrong And on and on it goes on and it goes on Depression like a ghost coat; that I throw on With a heavy heart and closed throat, hope floats But despair sinks whole boats, no joke So I'm living, but I'm so choked, soul broke I'm a soon-to-be disaster, a wheel with a sole spoke (Hook) Keeping one rolled, til we meet again I'd give anything see you breathe again, smoke weed, pretend Like you never left, never took a trip to the great beyond Just to pretend you were never gone But I don't see you anymore, guess it must be true In all the pictures of the crime scene, it must be you And the funereal I watched must have really been yours Said it before, but every time it rains it pours And so it's big world versus pipsqueak, sh**'s weak No toilet paper bridge, so I drift sh**'s creek d**h has its mystique; life's a b**h that cheats Meaning that she isn't fair, to us circus freaks Uh, so many lessons learned, it's all a game And the object of it all is to see how many contestants burn And when I see you next, hope it's in a paradise This isn't goodbye though; more like see you there, alright?