My body feel numb My heart beatin' fast My mind still racin' My nerves gettin' bad My body language weak My face expression sad Been stripped of my emotions Feel like I been stabbed I don't know what I would do If my n***a pa**ed Emotional rollercoaster When it's over I'll be glad Can't do nothin' about itself It's startin' to make me mad I feel so helpless My partner all I have After this is all over Gotta put my heart into care I feel so empty How long will it last? Ain't nothin' in the world that you can do right now That can make me laugh Feel like I'm cryin' But ain't no tears shed My partner just got shot They say he might die n***as caught him sleeping Hit him from both sides I'm crying internally But no tears won't come out my eyes I just realized I don't know how to cry My partner just got shot I heard he might die n***as caught him sleeping Hit him it from both sides I'm crying internally But no tears won't come out my eyes I just realized I don't know how to cry My shirt's stickin' to me Cause it's full of sweat My eyes real heavy It's hard to get some rest I'm worryin' myself crazy I can feel it in my chest I'm thinkin' bout' my n***a It's hard to catch my breath I know if I lose him now Don't know what I'd do next Momma told me "Pray more baby, And worry less" Ever since I got the news I been emotional wreck Don't know if it's all a dream Or if it's just a test He had tubes in his nose Some runnin' out his neck Can't even look at my n***a Can't stand to see him like that I feel all his pain I'm under so much stress I just hope he make it Cause I know he blessed My partner just got shot They say he might die n***as caught him sleeping Hit him from both sides I'm crying internally But no tears won't come out my eyes I just realized I don't know how to cry My partner just got shot I heard he might die n***as caught him sleeping Hit him from both sides I'm crying internally But no tears won't come out my eyes I just realized I don't know how to cry