Playboy The Beast - Suffer lyrics

[Verse 1: Grewsum] She said she loved me, but she never did She left me out for several years And had me feelin' it will never end I was convinced she was the one I love forever Then somebody tip me off that She was creepin' around with several men I wish I could say I took it well But I've been put through hell enough, I've had enough I'm about to cut this frail Beautiful specimen up, entrails coming out of her stomach And plus collect her blood in pallets and buckets I'm like, f** it what good is life if I can't feel what love is Now I'm losing all my substance doing d** in an abundance And my mind is really flooded by these visions of me gutting Everyone who've ever hurt me, breathing hard like I was running Standing still I hear her comin' in the house I'm duckin' down, I snuck around into the bathroom Loadin' rounds into this gun, until I've realized She ain't worth the bullet, grabbed a knife and get to cut [Hook] You'll never know what hit you Won't see me closing it in I'm gonna make you suffer This hell you've put me in I'm underneath your skin The devil in me You'll never know what hit you [Verse 2: Dubbs] A bright beautiful heart can turn dark Get 'em on this, notice it's growing cold And never knowing the motive It's so lost in the depths of his psyche That it doesn't even hit him till he's wiping his knife clean And standing over the body, a beautiful wifey Life seems a little too steep, little pricey Nice dreams of cutting it deep, swiping a life's Might seem like f**ing defeat, nothing but crisis But honestly it was a little bit of heaven When he hit her with the weapon Turn the floor around the attic Just stood there as she bled But wasn't dead cause she was crying out She thinkin' it was pain I'mma give you something to cry about He took her head in, kicked it until it split in And stuck his f**ing blade up in the crack And started twisting it And then she faded to this viciousness He waited for it, saying: [Hook] [Verse 3: Playboy The Beast] She claimed she loved me and swore she would never hurt me But I had some trust and self esteem issues, I guess I felt it worthy Swallowed my pride, gave her a chance though I was out of mercy Looked down my guard and she slowly uptained my trust Till I found out she was lying, whole time she was getting f**ed By some chump at her work, now I'm turnin' 'em both to dust Once innocence gone, you can never retain it Trying explainin' sh** and making excuses It's only making it worse, gettin' frustrated quick I f**ing hate this b**h Four years of my life that I've wasted in this relationship So now I'm breaking this broom-stick in half And I'm raping her in the a** I'mma show 'em both what gangster is I f**ing warned you what would happen if you ever hurt me You worthless b**h, you've betrayed me And stabbed me in my back Give her one last kiss and slash this knife and I swing my axe [Hook] [Outro] I will be here when you think you're all alone Seeping from the cracks, I'm the poison in your palms My love is your disease, I will never set you free Till I'll break you... [Hook]