PJ - Mind Of PJ Intro lyrics

Verse I got so many demons that I'm fightin Thats why I took it to writtin Gettin sh** off my chest No longer will I be stressed Hopefully stay blessed Praying for success Washing away the rest Meaning those who left The ones that turned they back and took all of they faith in me I'm Gods child He will always look after my safety Shout out to my baby moms who thought that she could play me And also to my ex-fiance havin a baby These past few years have been one helluva ride But I took it in stride Cause hell at least I'm still alive And I strive to be the man I was intended to be A good father who loves his daughters unconditionally You see it was never about the money to me It was really about spending time with our girls creating memories (But I guess you was too blinded by hate to even see) Hook Now you'll see why I feel the way I feel Now you'll see why I feel the way I feel Verse Wondering if God gave me this grey hair as a sign Am I growin old before my time These are the thoughts that fill my mind But if I am then f** it I'm cool wit it thats fine I got biggers fears ya see And thats one of my kids dying before me I cry everytime I think about it Don't know what I would do without ya And my baby moms too Cause as much as I say I hate you I really love It's just a thin line between the two I just hate some of the sh** you do Why do you do some of the sh** you do I really think its just to make my f**in life miserable Whats sad is I still miss you Not the new you The old you The one I gave my name and vowes to Even though I know yeah I broke a few You gotta understand I was young f**ed up and threw away family life for fun Looking back at it now man it all seems dumb But I can't turn back the hands of time man its done Whats done Is done And when its done Its done