Pinback - Cload "Q" lyrics

It's still going The fires are reflecting off the oceans Burning the beachheads Turning grains into gla** shards Showering the homes in embers and pieces What it means? I'll never really know Only thing that is apparent is I have no real control And I still attempt to never be unkind Glory in a double negative When I can find the time, yeah Such a big fall Burned off like a blank seed You're contained, but you retain these hollowed out souls Tonal with our blast beats Reject the hive mine and you've befriended me What it means? I'll never really know Only thing that is apparent is I have no real control And I wouldn't care to fall this far behind If I only knew I had a choice of how it was defined, yeah Every chance you take Makes it feel like a little more is giving way A sea of pain and grief surround us and no one can stand clear Everybody's going to end up here We try to sleep Our thoughts are calloused Ground against our fears We pound our heads Our hands around our ears Ripping heads off of landmarks Logos over inked hearts Revoking visas It's amazing, the mindset Knowing being forthright is bad for your business I'd be the first one to believe that I judge from the heart over what's right before me It's such a knee-jerk dangerous reaction to reject yourself Deny your evolution I can see them burning now Charring faces Melting hard Can't forget about it and why should we? Just stay awake and never sleep Just stay numb around it Atrophied, just cause you're hurt don't make you bleed Such a futile gauge There's no temp fix for now