Pianos Become The Teeth - Houses We Die In lyrics

..and I miss home, and I miss the closets, the windows, the hallways And when we are gone, who will keep up the garden? Like a mother calling her boy, I am, I am so unsafe But she can't do it alone But there's nothing stronger than her prayers. Nothing stronger than the smell of reds. My fathers reds Under bridges waiting to look forward, waiting for rushes ends Living in the moment is the homeless mantra, they know the busiest streets All we have, all we have, all we have is letting sleeping dogs lay All we have, all we have, all we have is letting sleeping dogs lay Your face lit up and for once, i enjoyed where i was The truth is jade plants die, the truth is muscles atrophy Softening your skin and hardening mine "I don't know where to begin I've thought about this day so much and thought of so many things I've wanted to say But now, now I can only look at you like the pictures I spend hours staring at I don't think I've ever smiled so wide as when you were holding me up I was given a picture the other day of a past birthday We were together on our back deck I remember. You were covered in powdered sugar from the donuts you were eating I've always loved watching you smile Do you remember the mornings when we woke up early to ride bicycles to on the board walk or the night before my first homecoming when you taught me how to dance? Yes I remember. I hope she appreciated all my hard work I wish I had a different story to tell I seem I have drifted fairly far away from what you taught me You were always the (indecipherable) I'll admit there hasn't been much to smile about since, since you left I didn't leave, I fought for five years to stay at your side What do you remember about that night? I remember a family that loved their wife and mother very much. How can you say that? We were liars We clung to those songs like we so desperately wanted to Cling to you. Then I don't think you heard the same song I did You had to know I was lying You had to know how much I hated myself for smiling like a fool For spending our last few minutes together deceiving you Matthew, your smile on the face of your greatest fear was the greatest gift a mother has ever received from her child I miss you I know." Everyone cares, Every eye carelessly tiptoes around you, Watching you, They'll wear black ties, And as they applaud, I'll count claps Like the fig tree the master cursed The arms that gave us life Take so much more.