Phora - I Come Apart lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, losin' my faith, losin' my mind Losin' my friends, just hopin' I find Something to feel, something that's real 'Cause all that we know is narcotics and pills My pops got a case, thirty stacks for the bail Lookin' back at my words like, "Where the f** did I fail?" Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign I'm just prayin' for peace, as I load up my 9 [Hook] See, I come apart sometimes, I'm not me I come apart sometimes I'm missin' my heart sometimes, I can't sleep, yeah I come apart sometimes Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah I come apart sometimes Yeah, I'm missin' my heart sometimes Yeah, I come apart sometimes [Post-Hook] They start breakin' me down Got me chained to the ground I can't take it no more, if I stay, then I drown Can't let it get to me I let it get to me [Verse 2] This anxiety k**s, it'll eat you alive I'm just blind to my problems, I can't see what I hide Traumatized by the world,but I can't let it k** me I took a bullet to my head, but they say that they feel me The land of the free, where they put us in chains Where they lock us in cages, new millenium slaves Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign I'm just prayin' for peace, as I load up my 9 [Hook] See, I come apart sometimes, I'm not me I come apart sometimes I'm missin' my heart sometimes, I can't sleep, yeah I come apart sometimes Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah I come apart sometimes Yeah, I'm missin' my heart sometimes Yeah, I come apart sometimes [Post-Hook] They start breakin' me down Got me chained to the ground I can't take it no more, if I stay, then I drown Can't let it get to me I let it get to me