Phora - Holding On lyrics

[Pre-Chorus] Holding on doesn't feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby I've been trying but you [?] the same Baby, baby [Chorus] Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on [Verse] Yeah, I've just been so numb, it feels like nothing's real I've just been so empty, I can't f**in' feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that's why I'm so sick of taking all these f**in'pills I don't ever talk about it much Drinking everyday, just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush I was in it til' the end, you was in it for the rush See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close Cause' the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth, when everything is broke Now I'm just drowning in my sorrow trying not to f**in' choke The more pain you go through, the harder it feel And the scars that we can't see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything, I'm just left with all of these pills And even though I f**in' hate you, you have part of me still Cry for you, I promised that I would never f**in' cry for you Die for you, I can't be without you I would die for you Plea for you, I do anything, I f**in' plea for you Why can't you understand, I f**in' needed you [Pre-Chorus] Holding on doesn't feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby I've been trying but you [?] the same Baby, baby [Chrous] Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain I've been trying, holding on, holding on [Outro] Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby, baby, baby, baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain