Phora - Venice Waves / Changes lyrics

[Venice Waves] As my pen touches the paper, I start to drift away Into a world that is way different than what It is today Cause I ain't happy with where I'm at, but what can I say? I'm looking for a way to my paradise, tryna get away Get away from all of these problems in the world And go back to the times when I was calling you "my girl" It was me and you No distraction, back when the summer was pa**ing Now that's the past, but it was fun while it lasted But I still got it for you I'll probably always will, and I feel like you were the one, that's how I'll always feel When everybody faked on me, you was always real And just didn't help, I was stuck in my old ways still Yeah I know, some things will never change Had to go our separate ways I'll leave, but I'll always come back just like the Venice Waves Feel the breeze in the air Yeah I miss you, it's clear To be honest, I just wish you were here As my pen touches the paper I start to reminisce About all the people that come and go, as we let them drift Some we wish we had back, some we never miss It's crazy since you left me, I've been missing you ever since But I still care for you no matter what they say about you You know I'm there for you, my life just ain't the same without you Things I used to love, turned into things I hate about you You was kinda like my drug the way I felt no pain around you It's like, all I needed was you You was all I wanted, I just wish you needed me too But that wasn't the case I remember all the times you would come to my place We would talk about our problems Make love until we forgot 'em You said "forever," I feel lied to But no matter what happens, you know I still got you You're not near, still I miss you it's clear To be honest, I just wish you were here [Changes] And everybody changes, but I just couldn't change this Shame on you for changing, and shame on me for staying Staying so complacent, wish I could go back to the days when I wasn't so impatient, but I guess everybody changes I miss the way it was when it was me and you But who knows it probably just wasn't the right time All the pain I had inside me, see I needed you My life was pitch black You came, that's when the light shinned I never knew what trust was cause no one ever showed me Nothing's really changed still, you say you miss the old me I said take me back to the first time that you told me That, "you would always be here" But now I just feel lonely And sometimes, I think back to those days First I hate you then I love you I just feel like I'm trapped in my ways crazy over you Guess I got way too attached, I'm okay I just needed you because my friends just keep pa**ing away Yeah, my friends they keep pa**ing away Yeah, I know you feel the same Yeah, I know you're going through things too But some things won't ever change Afraid to admit that I need you I'm afraid to admit that I need you