Phlebotomized - I Hope You Know - Part I: A Cry In July lyrics

[music: Payne/Palms, lyrics: Payne] There's a cry in July I can feel the aching pain again Just wanna change the hands of time and take you away Away from this hell I've put you through... Away What are they thinking? I can't look them in the eye My confidence is sinking We all know what happened in July What are they saying? To mirrors on the walls back home Are they hoping or sweating now "Is there a god... is there a god at all?" I'd love to give them a stroke Or tell them a joke But this was too real I screamed up to the sky: "Exchange theirs for mine!" But this was all too real! I tryed to help someone out On a beautiful, shiney day A task so simple Yet making my life all grey Cos that day I had become the worst of devils And I wished that I was dead I almost took two lives away Of people... of people I'll never forget! I know... no one deserves this I know... I'm the one to blame I know... I never meant to harm anybody I know... I'll be living in shame!