Philmont - I Can't Stand To Fall lyrics

Is there an earthquake causing the earth to shake So violently that I can't stand on my two feet (Why can't I stand on my two feet?) It makes my heart break knowing I'm not What I thought I'd be I always hoped for greater things (I know I'm meant for greater things) But not now Tear down these walls I'd climb but I can't stand to fall without You Tear down these walls that separate us now I can't make them fall without You I spent a long time building barricades to fortify Creating space by drawing lines (by drawing lines) But now I realize when I try to hide it's all in vain I end up pushing You away (I'm tired of pushing You away) But not now You'll find me lying down in the debris waiting for You There's not much left of me But what is left is willing God I'm willing