Phill Vidler - Offshore lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't like the way I act sometimes I don't like the way my brain imagines crimes If I'm the problem, girl, then what is the solution? I'm just-a looking for some retribution [Pre-Chorus] I'm not heading out, I'm not closing in I'm just sailing offshore on my way to sin I would sacrifice so much of my life Just for our future to be able to begin [Chorus 1] And I am making this change I promise you Though it feels strange to want to I've never put myself to the task before But I'm not losing you [Verse 2] You're my daylight, my good night, and all I can see You're all that matters; in this kingdom, you're my queen I'm just a slave, and I'm shackled to your knees And if you asked I'd spend my life on my knees [Pre-Chorus] I'm not heading out, I'm not closing in I'm just sailing offshore on my way to sin I would sacrifice so much of my life Just for our future to be able to begin [Chorus 2] And though sometimes I might start to regress It doesn't mean that I'm not trying my best, no I'm past the first, but I've got steps to take And every foot could find another mistake [Interlude] [Middle 8] And I chase my tail to try and catch myself Before I fail, and ruin something else So let's re-rail this train and find a track To stop sadness and throw misery on its back [Chorus 3] And I am making this change I promise you Though it feels strange to want to I've never put myself to the task before But I'm not losing, I'm not losing you And I am making this change I promise you Gotta finish up this self-review I'm seeing myself from a point offshore But I'm not losing you