PFR - I Don't Understand lyrics

i retreat by myself at the back of my brain i cannot see what You're showing me through this pain i have found that i have found nothing for so long Chorus i don't understand i don't need to i know You've a plan You will see through it is in Your hands i believe You i say goodbye i leave my loved ones far behind i'm asking why is this is the story of my life i have found that i have found nothing for so long Chorus i was only wondering i've been trying to understand i know there is more so much more than i can see Chorus 2x