Perspectives - Victory Downs lyrics

The ocean spray on my face, that has faced desert rays, I'm in a different place then when I first that song of hate. I don't know I hated myself, guess its all I felt, deserving of hell, said it to myself, decided fate and took my own way. Luckily my lack of courage saved me. I sat there for years and let the tears free, where no one could see, on the cliff thinking how I'm lonely. If only the blowhole would swallow me (Swallow me) Let the ocean swallow me (Me) Let the ocean swallow me (Me) Let the ocean swallow me (Me) Let the ocean swallow me So I turned my back on the sea, chasing tides when they always recede. Sick of yelling about being blind and right, so I booked a flight to where I found my fight (Swallow me) Gloves melting in the heat, life and d**h the daily routine. There's millions of mouths to feed, its 4am why are you sleeping? One day saw the solid blue sky grew a grey line, a tidal wave in the sky, the storms were coming, a blessing in disguise. A week later came the floods, Jake rolled the truck, the highways shut down, fences tangled up. Livestock is in the mud, almost fell from the windmill. I saw sun tempered men trembling at the clouds, someone in town drowned, the pubs underwater will we make it till the morning? Water followed me west, 9000 k's, fell on my head The ocean can't take me now. It doesn't call out. Ive accepted it all. I was empty. I will be victorious and survive the downs. Victory Downs. Victory Downs. Victory follow me