Penitent - Despair lyrics

A deadly suffering filled with pleasure. A necessity giving you the breath of life. Behind the black mask... Beyond the night. In silent solitude one dwells in sadness. d**h smiles to me... laughs at me. A millennium of nights shall be mine. Desperate is the senselessness of time. An ocean of darkness. Unbearable is the pain of doom. A wretched beast of remarkable dreariness. The feeling of being abandoned caught me. A loneliness calmer than any emotion. The deadly silence. A suffering expressing the most exquisite beauty. I felt lost... Almost desperate.