Pendragon - I Walk The Rope lyrics

from this window I can see the rain outside I don't mind though 'cos you're not here inside anymore pretending that it doesn't matter when I know that it really does it's trailing me and enticing me like a hunter's trap no no no no I walk the rope I stalk my memory at night trace mv steps back if only I had second sight maybe something I said I take it back I throw it against the wall I stumble I fall I walk the rope I stalk my memory at night I walk the rope from this window my mind is running wild feels like a toy stolen from a child we were hearts disillusioned. dancing in the rain maybe we could walk in the past again but when I think of that question was I the one to blame?