you said that you would not love me last summer and you said that you would not love me last spring but i hoped that you would change your mind by autumn especially when i bought that diamond ring but you still said no you wouldn't have me you still said no no no i heard that you've been sleeping with your old friends and i heard when each one left and broke your heart i told you then that i would never leave you and i told you that i'd loved you from the start even though you haven't any answers you still think that you don't need anyone to save you from the mess that you've created even when i gave my only son